Loch Ness

Couples needed as extras in Club shot this Sunday in Sacramento for Kevon Edmonds music video shoot. Kevon is the lead singer of After 7 & babyfaces brother. Come watch a once in a lifetime performance and be in a video that will air on MTV, VH1 & BET. We would need you to hang out for a few hours. Food and beverages will be provided. Let me know if interested because it is a closed set(private).

Info on my accident. Basically, I was driving down Stockton Blvd. toward Alhambra in the left lane. In the right lane, a few feet ahead of me, there was a black Scion stopping, perhaps making a right turn onto the side street. From that same side street, a girl in a white Toyota came barreling out into the street, coming out to cross both lanes. She apparently did not look for oncoming traffic, and i couldn’t see her either because of the Scion.  I had no time to stop or swerve and would’ve been hit either way.  She drove into my passenger side front end and dented my bumper and fender.

I pulled over and took pictures of my damaged car and got her information, DL, copy of her insurance and she admitted to being at fault.  I’ve never ever been in an accident so i did what i thought i should do and tried staying calm. I called the insurance company the next day and *gasp* wow her policy is no longer active!! So now I have to wait and see with my insurance,  see what they cover.  :( I should have filed a police report but it all happened really fast. Any suggestions?

The warrior of light listens to Lao Tzu when he says that we should let go of the idea of days and hours in order to pay more attention to the moment.
Only in this way can he resolve certain problems before they occur; by focusing on the small things, he manages to avoid larger calamities.
But thinking about the small things is not the same as thinking small. Over-anxiety ultimately banishes every trace of joy from life.
The warrior knows that a great dream is made up of many different things, just as the light from the sun is the sum of its millions of rays.

Paulo Coelho

There’s a mild discomfort in my stomach that I’ve been ignoring all day. Now, I finally have a chance to sit down and breathe as I dissect my thoughts like they’re part of some eighth grade science project. I have just come to the conclusion that I have been swallowing all my stress from this week… all the sharp pieces of tense conversations with co-workers, the gritty and demanding schedule, the salty tears from a rough night, the splintering comments about my personality, the sour realization that some people won’t ever change. I’ve been consuming everything, every last pathetic shard, and I feel helpless to let it all just roll off my back. What a perfect recipe for a stroke. I can’t wait for the day when my brain and my heart catch up with each other. I can’t wait until I can comfortably be on the same page with myself. Until then, I will slowly purge a stomach full of nothing and I’ll find rest.

i feel lost

I am awake. On my way to do hair for a Japanese wedding. *yawn* COFFEEEEEEE, where are you?!?